This image requires some explanation:
On the right is the image of femininity I have been raised to portray. Calm, cool, collected, pretty. But I don't fit the photo on the right. I appropriated the warm colour cast, window lighting, and the position. However, I don't fit comfortably in this space because I am at odds with my surroundings: a feminine room with a masculine female. The model on the right is my mother, age 20. I took this not 24 hours after she, for the first time in my life, told me to change who I am and want to be for her comfort. I was told to grow my hair, wear a dress, act like a "normal" girl. I wanted to appropriate through opposition with my outfit (choosing myself as the model, essentially) and a more gendered [modern] room with "typical" female aspects (flowers, light curtains, floral print, pastel walls) instead of the neutral tans and browns on the right.
See, this turned out great. Your explanation is perfect.
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